I feel bad because today, one of
my friends said that “Ngikutin kata kaka jadi salah”. Actually, I like being a
tutor for all of my friends. But thing that you must realize is I am still
basic, I same with you, same with my friends. I just already know before, but it
doesn’t mean I know everything. If we wrong, no problem, it just study. We can
learn from mistakes that we make. No problem if you are not belief to me, I
just explain what I know. I accept if many theories or many things that I don’t
know. I never take a course for a long period. Beside that, do you know if in the
past, I hate English so much. I never want to study English. I like to be humility,
but sometimes I afraid about expectation other people to me. I know if I only
can control the things that I can control. Even though, as a human, I have
emotion. Huft.
Honestly, sometimes I don’t like
if someone said that I am “master”, “smart”, etc. Everyone has their weakness
and strength, so you just believe on yourself. I don’t like to be praised too
much. Other than that, praise can make me proud, but myself not developed. I feel
satisfied and I am stuck. Please understand if we are learning together.
As far as I think, the incident
that happened today make me remind to my behavior in the past. I can blame people
that I think not competent. Haha. Maybe I get karma for what I did in the past.
I think God want me to become a person that have more humility, not being
arrogant, and not feel like I know everything. Thanks God. Remembering to how
we use adab for any occasion, especially if we study. Don’t forget to respect your
tutor, your mentor, or your teacher. Don’t compare one teacher to other
teachers, especially don’t compare your friend to your tutor.
Then, because we learn together,
feel free if you have reason or criticism if I wrong. I learn from our tutor,
Mr. Irfan, he teaches me about Grammar. I proud of him because he can accept if
we say that he wrong, or if he makes mistake, such as typo. He confesses is one
of his weakness is often misspelled. He is very humble. He doesn’t think he knows
best. He doesn’t underestimate us. He always cares about student condition. He
ever said that become a tutor “Don’t be eagerness”. Also, I will always
remember that advice. Sometimes, we as tutor doing pressure too much for our
student because as a tutor, we have expectation that our student can have
progress, but forget about if our student has each capability. We put aside the
mental of our student. We just care about our ambition.
So, that’s all my story today. From
my negative emotion, also I can learn something. Unexpected. I hope you can
take a lesson from this article. See you to the next article. Bye.
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